the days past by after o6.3o.o5
still crying since then..

i c couples together and happy..
but litto that they know..
it would probly be over soon..

after being in 2 fake realationships.. and a real one..
i know how realationships is..

u meet some one..
u like them and they like u back..
then there u c u two r goin out..

a few days.. weeks.. months..
u relize that u dun like it..
and then.. break up..
ruins everything..

sigh.. but u know..
then there is another person..
that starts to like u..

u push them off..
cuz u got enough pain from the break up..
and u cant stand about getting hurt again..

but that person wouldnt let u be..
cuz they really wanna be with u...
and then.. u'r like ughhh.. ok wht eva..

then u two would go out..
u get to know that person more..
and then.. u wanna be with him/her. all ur life..

yeh this relationship would last for years..
but then.. something happens..
and then ends up with u two breaking up..

really hurts a lot huh?
yeh.. sigh.. and then after that one..

u had enough..
enough of relationships..
enough of bull shit that happens..

and yet.. all these ppl coming up to u..
and saying that they wanna be with u..

they say..
give them a chance cuz he/she is.. "different"
and they would forget wht the pain that u get from the break ups..

and then at one point..
u'r like.. mang.. forget this..
i ma date for wht eva..
im not gonna take it soo seriously..

mang.. i really wish that i can.. but i can't..
isnt that sad? wht the hell is wrong with me..